Induced Optimism
Whatever happened while I was in the afternoon that made me decided to cheer up, I don't know. It is just something that just suddenly explodes in my mind; to live my life the way it should be. The happy way. Whatever comes will come, those that don't, never will. Why not make good use of each day to make myself feel lighter and chirpier? I hate to see myself slipping back into the Big D.
It doesn't matter that my employer-to-be has not confirmed my posting and salary because that leaves me more time to roam the streets, to watch all the shows I wanted but never have the time to, to make random conversation with people I hardly know and be inspired, to look and appreciate things that I have neglected or never slow down to sniff, to live the care-free life that many coveted and to be myself once again.
It doesn't matter who I really like because I have someone who is committed to me and someone who makes me laugh whenever he speaks, a mother who would risk her arms and legs just to make sure that I have enough to eat, Y3 as the ever rational and sound adviser, YSL as someone who can laugh while crying with me, V.V who can listen to my insistent naggings online and sisters whom I can fight with every night before I go to bed.
Yes, all solved, the 2 things that are currently bothering me. Way to go, I am reborn again. Yes, after every dark period, there are always a series of rainbows.
Yes, I am in good mood again.
It doesn't matter that my employer-to-be has not confirmed my posting and salary because that leaves me more time to roam the streets, to watch all the shows I wanted but never have the time to, to make random conversation with people I hardly know and be inspired, to look and appreciate things that I have neglected or never slow down to sniff, to live the care-free life that many coveted and to be myself once again.
It doesn't matter who I really like because I have someone who is committed to me and someone who makes me laugh whenever he speaks, a mother who would risk her arms and legs just to make sure that I have enough to eat, Y3 as the ever rational and sound adviser, YSL as someone who can laugh while crying with me, V.V who can listen to my insistent naggings online and sisters whom I can fight with every night before I go to bed.
Yes, all solved, the 2 things that are currently bothering me. Way to go, I am reborn again. Yes, after every dark period, there are always a series of rainbows.
Yes, I am in good mood again.
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